I’m gonna make my him wear clothes like these..
I’m gonna teach him how to dance and he’ll be like..
And I’m gonna teach him how to treat girls right. ;)
(Source: kimpoyfeliciano, via missamybreezy)
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I’ve always wondered what keeps me from doing certain things that I know I want to do. I guess I can chalk it up to my willingness to hold on to how I know life is right now instead of trying to move in a better direction. I never could deal with change very well; I gravitate towards the past too much.
I realize now that I can’t run from the fact life is different now and requires a different direction. There are goals I want to reach that will never happen if I don’t change. I know that such a decision may require new sacrifices, but it’s time to set things straight.
Consistency is key! No matter how many times I fall off track, the important part is getting back on ASAP. My dreams are counting on my ability to do this. It’s never too late to chase a dream, and I’m chasing mine now.
(thank you honey for everything. I love you!!!)
I honestly hit a new low, and I can’t understand how I let it get this far. Every time I try to pick it up, it just goes back down. I’m so frustrated with myself. I need to figure this shit out now. I need to pull it together. Stop running from the problems and face them head on. It’s time to put my life back together.
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Ever since Macau, I’ve been in work mode. It is so hard to get a day off from work right now, especially since I took 2 weeks off. I need to find people who are willing to switch shifts with me so I can head over to intensive and work on my dance. On the other hand, AK is doing well. I’m happy with the response we’ve received this summer; I hope each person that came through left the workshop inspired. I find myself diving deeper into my craft and exploring different ideas, but at the same time realizing what I need to improve on. I’m grateful for the opportunity I received throughout the year with the Company as well as the big opportunity from the Macau trip; I’m even more hungry now than when the year started. Now I just need to find a way to get my ass to intensive.
As far as everything else is concerned, life is great. I’ve spent so much time with Pam this past week; it’s amazing. I’m so lucky to have her in my life. She inspires me so much and makes me feel like I can do anything. I honestly don’t know where I would be without her. I hope she knows just how much she means to me. I love her so much!
Next stop: DISNEYLAND!
Long practice tonight, but we got everything done. The team really worked it tonight and I’m proud of them. After this weekend, it’s time to step things up. I have a lot of things going on in my head and it’s about time I make them reality.
welcome to 2010. a time of new beginnings and new memories. 2009 became a period of growth for me. i realized a lot of what i’ve been doing wrong through the years, and i just need to take all that and turn it around. i’m excited for this year. i feel like i can accomplish a lot as long as i put in the work. i have a new philosophy for this year. it’s time i start caring about my thoughts than let the thoughts of other affect me. here we go!
Mmmmmmmm lucky chances!!!